I lied when I said I could control myself…when I smugly claimed it was merely lust. I acted as if it was no big deal, so you wouldn’t make a fuss. The truth that I’ve been trying to hide is that my feelings for you are more. I know it’s no big secret, and I’m sure you probably knew.

I wonder if it makes any difference to write this confession down. I know your eyes may find this, but then again they may not. I should have told you upfront while I had the chance.